Oblivion
I have this pain in my heart that doesn't let me sleep, I can't make out what it is or where it comes from, I only wish it would let me be, I wish it would go away; And then there are times when this idea creeps behind me and makes me think deaths is near by, this which always leaves me wondering out of my wits, I wonder if this life is real, I wonder if I am not alone, I wonder if I am not already gone, I wonder if death has not yet claimed me for it's own and I know not of this; What if everything I see is an illusion, what if nothing of what I hear is true, what if every day deceives me, what if there is only this pain in my heart and I am bound to it for all eternity, what if there is no time and space, what if here nothing really matters, what if everything is pointless and deep down inside I am but an empty shell; There is no motion here, there is no spark, there ...