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Oblivion

I have this pain in my heart that doesn't let me sleep,  I can't make out what it is or where it comes from,  I only wish it would let me be, I wish it would go away;  And then there are times when this idea creeps behind me and makes me think deaths is near by, this which always leaves me wondering out of my wits,  I wonder if this life is real,  I wonder if I am not alone, I wonder if I am not already gone,  I wonder if death has not yet claimed me for it's own and I know not of this;  What if everything I see is an illusion,  what if nothing of what I hear is true,  what if every day deceives me,  what if there is only this pain in my heart and I am bound to it for all eternity,  what if there is no time and space,  what if here nothing really matters,  what if everything is pointless and deep down inside I am but an empty shell;  There is no motion here, there is no spark, there is no life, there is only nothingness,  for I feel noth