Un Cuarto De Hora

all I was looking for was a little sympathy all I was looking for was some warmth all I was looking for was some company  all I was looking for was some kindest all I was looking for was a look     all I was looking for was a  smile  all I was looking for was a  touch all I was looking for was to connect  all I was looking for was to belong  all I was looking for was to remember  all I was looking for was someone to count on all I was looking for was someone to hold my hand  all I was looking for was someone to spend some time with... Instead I got all the contrary, I got the coldness of some one who I could barely recognize  I that claims to see you, yet you avoid seeing me I that have always been there, yet you avoid being here I that keep wasting my self thinking you could ever change your heart; yet you the one that keeps stepping over mine.... I wonder if perhaps you have grown to hate me.... 

I kept on asking myself if I would do it again if life gave me the chance to relive this story. I kept thinking that maybe it would turn out differently, I kept on thinking that we could make it work. Now I know I was wrong. I see you every day and I realize more and more that things are always going to be the same between us. You will always avoid and I will always want more. I have spent days waiting for you to come and finally say what I know is in your heart. I have spent hours wanting to relive that moment we had, but that wishing and waiting is in vain. You are there, but always absent, you are with me, but never mine. You call for me, but you don't listen to what I say, and you continuously play with my emotions. I could blame you for all this, but the reality is that I understand I am the only one to blame for. I believed in you, I believed that what I say was the real you, I still believe I am right about you, but you don't. You think you have nothing to offer me, n

The Black Widow's: Why won't you let me? :  "Him: are we still on for tonight?  Her: no. Sigh!  Him: why not?  Her: silence  Him: sweetie please talk to me....."