Tuesday, June 03, 2014

Something Stupid


Something stupid because its easy,
something stupid because you can,
something stupid to entertain you,
something stupid to help your mood,
something stupid to do on a Saturday night,
something stupid to lift you up,
something stupid to empathize,
something stupid to remember how it used to be,
something stupid, what harm could come from it,
something stupid to ease your mind,
something stupid to remember how good it feels, 
something stupid to forget how bad it really is, 
something stupid to reminisce,
something stupid to feel alive,
something stupid to apace your doubts and reassure yourself, 
something stupid to help you breathe a little better and sleep a little deeper,
something stupid to make you feel or is it to feel nothing at all, 
something stupid to blind you, to draw you closer to the edge than you care to realize.... 

And after all of this, after the ecstasy, the frenzy of it all, there you are, 
left even worst than before you decided to do something stupid, 
curled up in a corner, naked, cold, shaking, in pain, scared, disappointed, 
tears roll down your face, regret takes over, and you are gone; 
"Why do we decide do something stupid" you ask your self, and thin air responds in silence.

then along comes the final blow to spiral you down deeper in to the pit, you find out it was all for nothing, you find out it was not even merely enjoyed, how would you ever come back, how would you ever recuperate from this one now....

and yet all you can think of is your next fix.

Monday, June 02, 2014

Letter




You believe in me in ways no one else has ever believed in me, you see things in me that I don't even see my self, you make me brave; in your eyes I am truly Wonder Woman, for that I thank you and love you, and because of that you are more than my sister but my twin soul, my person, I am so glad I was able to find you in this lifetime when I need you the most, for this and many other things I'm stuck with you, you are my person and at the end of the line it's going to be you and me living in a big house... 
these two old biddies with all these cats....
bet we even die the same day.....

Disclaimer

As an artist, I feel the need to bring this to everyone's attention, the images I have posted on this blog belong all to their respective owners, I have no the intention to take credit for the work of those with excellent creativity, their use in this blog merely is to recreate or maybe relate to the text on each post which have their respective owners as well..... Enjoy.


Negante

Como artista, siento la necesidad de llevar esto a la atención de todos, las imágenes que he publicado en este blog pertenecen todos a sus respectivos propietarios, no tengo la intención de tomar el crédito por el trabajo de las personas con una excelente creatividad, su uso en este blog sólo es volver a crear o tal vez se relacionan con el texto en cada mensaje que tienen sus respectivos propietarios también ..... Disfrute.