Looking for you

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all I was looking for was a little sympathy
all I was looking for was some warmth
all I was looking for was some company 
all I was looking for was some kindest
all I was looking for was a look   
all I was looking for was a smile 
all I was looking for was a touch
all I was looking for was to connect 
all I was looking for was to belong 
all I was looking for was to remember 
all I was looking for was someone to count on
all I was looking for was someone to hold my hand 
all I was looking for was someone to spend some time with...






Instead I got all the contrary,
I got the coldness of some one who I could barely recognize 
I that claims to see you, yet you avoid seeing me
I that have always been there, yet you avoid being here
I that keep wasting my self thinking you could ever change your heart;
yet you the one that keeps stepping over mine....

I wonder if perhaps you have grown to hate me.... 

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  1. AnonymousTuesday, April 26, 2011 8:31:00 AM

    None are more taken in with flattery than the proud who wish to be the first and are not.

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